Where to begin. I'm sure all guys try to say that they are nice, caring, honest, and all around awesome. Would it really do me any good to say the same thing? Probably not. All I can do is divulge to you a few key points in my life I think might give you some insight as to who I am, and whether or not I'm worth your time. I've always known I was different since I was a small child. I always liked girls and always wanted a girlfriend. It was kind of like how little girl's supposably pretend they were princesses and a prince was going to come save them, instead of wishing I were a sports star or something similar, I wanted to be the prince getting the girl Lol. I've had a modest number of girlfriends over my life, and an even more modest number of lovers. I've never had that one great relationship where atleast for a while everything is great. The serious relationship I guess would be more accurate. The closest I came was a year long farce that I refused to give up on no matter how many red flags she put me through. Why? Because I was desperate for the companionship and I loved her and her kids. Because I remembered when it was good and cherished those times,and wanted them back again. But that was very much not my destiny. I moved on and moved away, and hope to fond someone thats a little less eat up with bullsh*t and hopefully give me a reason to trust again. I am really motivated to find someone that would be good to raise children with. I've never dated anyone I would want to have created a life with. There's always been something wrong. Some obstacle presented by thier personality or status. I would love to meet someone "normal" who doesn't have a ton of baggage. But I'm realistic. If I held out hope that my soulmate has no children from a previous relationship, I learned a long time ago I had better not hold my breath on that one. Thats OK though, because I love kids. And truthfully, all I want for Christmas this year is someone to sleep next to and hold. That in itself is the most rewarding part of a relationship to me. My lifelong ambition has been to be a filmmaker, I'm currently attending Full Sail for a bachelors of science in digital cinematography. I can't remember when I didn't want to be involved with film. I used to think I wanted to be an actor when I was really young, but as I grew up I realized I wanted to do it all. The art of storytelling in a visual medium. Its great. I've always been able to hold down a job. Never had a problem with that. I don't do "drugs", hate them. I hardly drink, but I used to be a bartender. No kids. No mental illness. No health problems. 186 lbs. 5'11". Good family history of health. Loving family. I like to keep to myself mostly. I have turtles. I like science fiction and drama mostly. I'm a whore for superheros.

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